You never were and you never will be mine.
The City That Never Sleeps
You never were and you never will be mine.
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posted : Monday, May 18, 2009
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Hello Guy!!! nowaday very unlucky!!! Many thing happen all the sudden. hais, nv knew tat will happen to me. i always give in to her even i am wrong, have try my very best to change. i did change thought she knew tat. i put all my heart and trust on you, treat you dam well. i thought that i had everything, i didn't know what life could bring but now i see. i dun know why you will do this to me, when i knew this thing i fking dissapoint on you.i know you have explain to me i belive you, i really dun wan to face the fact but i have to. talking with you on the phone. i ask you why do this to me wat this really mean ??? just keep quiet, you say you have nothing to say ??? i shall be the one who say tat. tat day i was so worry about you thought something happen to you. hais all are thought, i really dun deserve you. why i treat you dam well end up i get this shit?!? you have say sorry so many time but it can't change anything. why everything got to be so intense with me ? Why?!? Don't waste you fiction tears on me, Just save them for someone that really deserve you. you say my life without you will not be suck, you are wrong, do you feel what i am feel now ? nope, i been hurt too much, my heart has become numb. nothing can cure my heart. hope you and tat guy will be happy! i the one who always take the pain. try my best to forget everything asap! i will still treat you as my gan de. sometime my word are too harsh, but i born soft-hearted always forgive people it might be stupid. because if i have to hate people, i need to do alot of thing to make tat people know tat i hate him/her. what for i need to waste time on this. i really sick and tired of explain thing to you. i know you only belive some of my word only. it's okays. now i only trust myself! how i wish all the thing happen in dream and not real life. |
