posted : Monday, August 18, 2008
title :
My life have become worst !!!
nowadays no voice to talk lor never go work for 2days liao i really sick of my life just hate myself i already trying my best to care YOU more then everything i know sometimes you can't feel my love just dun know why??? maybe he is more better then me. why always talk about him ??? i dun wan because of him then we quarrel everytime. you always say sorry but i dun wan to take Apologise. because i think i should be the one to say sorry. sorry tat i can't be perfect guy. can't be like him so sweet!!! haix... you wan to contact him i can't stop you. just wan to tell you everytime talk about him you know how i feel ???? i feel so sad and useless. you already have me as your boyfriend why you still need a FAKE Boyfriend ??? iszzit i not good enough ?? i know i can't pei you 24hr but nowaday i try my best to spent all my time with you!! but when you hear my friend is meeting me then you wan to go home ??? but when you wan to meet your friend did i say i wan to go home ??? i still pei you lor. sometimes i think i trying my best to understand you but did try to understand me ??? haix i can do anything just because of you !!! i know i boxin !!! can forget thing actually i dun wanted to forgot i can tell you my brian is already half damage!!! i scare one day i will forget everything in my life lor i just love you understand ??? i can't imagine life without you just wan to be stay happy and make you happy everyday you know your smile can bright up my day iloveyou i dun wan to leave you !!!! |